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LyxSkräp, costume and backdropp design

 

Costume design and backdrop design for a children's play LYXSKRÄP by Charlotte Gottfries. Premiered in Uppsala 22/01/22
Talented people who make equally amazing fantastic sounds on just ..rubbish !!!!

Plays: Charlotte Gottfries, Charlotte Magnusson, Celso Paco!
Costumes and Framing: Joanna bodzek

 

Designing the backdrop. From a 30/40 cm photo to 4/ 3 m large digitally printed backdropp.
The artwork went through a process of several prints and scans in order to get the final digital print with the fine detail and delicate colour scales kept intact. Printed on performance linen in 3 panels.

The process..

I love working with costumes with my intuition as a guiding light..
To generate toiles (first models) , the first ideas, I use a process of direct garment modelling /draping on a person or half scale tailor mannequin. Hand painting and botanical dyeing (link to my Instagram account on botanical inks) is often part of the process as well. While doing so I am tapping to the story and letting the garment unfold pretty much of itself.. As it takes form, i can see “it “ as a manifestation of a combination between the vibe of a real person and their emerging character.

 
 

not just in the depths of the sea

Sea monsters are the stuff of legend - lurking not just in the depths of the oceans, but also the darker corners of our minds.

"What would an ocean be without a monster lurking in the dark? It would be like sleep without dreams."
-
Werner Herzog


Monsters lurk in the deepest recesses of our fantasy, they prowl through our ancestral minds appearing in the half-light, under the bed or at the bottom of the sea.

Waterv Creatures are appearing without warning in front of my camera, moving around quietly and secretly or exploding into forms, real and fascinatiNg they convey messages.
Unrepeatable, unpredictable, completely independent, an interplay of light and water drops..

 

The deeper we travel into the sea, the deeper we delve into our own psyche. And when we can go no further - there lurks the Kraken….

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"Below the thunders of the upper deep,
Far far beneath in the abysmal sea,
His ancient, dreamless, uninvaded sleep
The Kraken sleepeth."

År 1830, The Kraken

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A fascinating TED talk with Edith Widder, specialist in technological innovation that she combines with a commitment to stopping and reversing the degradation of marine environment. It shows discovery of the giant squid that humankind has been looking for and found first in 2013.

A Kraken.

Why the Sea is Salt

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Once upon a time,
long, long ago,

there were two brothers, the one rich and the other poor. When Christmas Eve came, the poor one had not a bite in the house, either of meat or bread; so he went to his brother, and begged him, in God's name, to give him something for Christmas Day. It was by no means the first time that the brother had been forced to give something to him, and he was not better pleased at being asked now than he generally was.

"If you will do what I ask you, you shall have a whole ham," said he. The poor one immediately thanked him, and promised this.

"Well, here is the ham, and now you must go straight to Dead Man's Hall," said the rich brother, throwing the ham to him.

"Well, I will do what I have promised," said the other, and he took the ham and set off. He went on and on for the livelong day, and at nightfall he came to a place where there was a bright light.

"I have no doubt this is the place," thought the man with the ham.

An old man with a long white beard was standing in the outhouse, chopping Yule logs.

"Good-evening," said the man with the ham.

"Good-evening to you. Where are you going at this late hour?" said the man.

"I am going to Dead Man's Hall, if only I am on the right track," answered the poor man.

"Oh! yes, you are right enough, for it is here," said the old man. "When you get inside they will all want to buy your ham, for they don't get much meat to eat there; but you must not sell it unless you can get the hand-mill which stands behind the door for it. When you come out again I will teach you how to stop the hand-mill, which is useful for almost everything."

So the man with the ham thanked the other for his good advice, and rapped at the door.

When he got in, everything happened just as the old man had said it would: all the people, great and small, came round him like ants on an ant-hill, and each tried to outbid the other for the ham.

"By rights my old woman and I ought to have it for our Christmas dinner, but, since you have set your hearts upon it, I must just give it up to you," said the man. "But, if I sell it, I will have the hand-mill which is standing there behind the door."

At first they would not hear to this, and haggled and bargained with the man, but he stuck to what he had said, and the people were forced to give him the hand-mill. When the man came out again into the yard, he asked the old wood-cutter how he was to stop the hand-mill, and when he had learned that, he thanked him and set off home with all the speed he could, but did not get there until after the clock had struck twelve on Christmas Eve.

"Where in the world have you been?" said the old woman. "Here I have sat waiting hour after hour, and have not even two sticks to lay across each other under the Christmas porridge-pot."

"Oh! I could not come before; I had something of importance to see about, and a long way to go, too; but now you shall just see!" said the man, and then he set the hand-mill on the table, and bade it first grind light, then a table-cloth, and then meat, and beer, and everything else that was good for a Christmas Eve's supper; and the mill ground all that he ordered. "Bless me!" said the old woman as one thing after another appeared; and she wanted to know where her husband had got the mill from, but he would not tell her that.

"Never mind where I got it; you can see that it is a good one, and the water that turns it will never freeze," said the man. So he ground meat and drink, and all kinds of good things, to last all Christmas-tide, and on the third day he invited all his friends to come to a feast.

Now when the rich brother saw all that there was at the banquet and in the house, he was both vexed and angry, for he grudged everything his brother had. "On Christmas Eve he was so poor that he came to me and begged for a trifle, for God's sake, and now he gives a feast as if he were both a count and a king!" thought he. "But, for heaven's sake, tell me where you got your riches from," said he to his brother.

"From behind the door," said he who owned the mill, for he did not choose to satisfy his brother on that point; but later in the evening, when he had taken a drop too much, he could not refrain from telling how he had come by the hand-mill. "There you see what has brought me all my wealth!" said he, and brought out the mill, and made it grind first one thing and then another.

When the brother saw that, he insisted on having the mill, and after a great deal of persuasion got it; but he had to give three hundred dollars for it, and the poor brother was to keep it till the haymaking was over, for he thought: "If I keep it as long as that, I can make it grind meat and drink that will last many a long year." During that time you may imagine that the mill did not grow rusty, and when hay- harvest came the rich brother got it, but the other had taken good care not to teach him how to stop it. It was evening when the rich man got the mill home, and in the morning he bade the old woman go out and spread the hay after the mowers, and he would attend to the house himself that day, he said.

So, when dinner-time drew near, he set the mill on the kitchen-table, and said: "Grind herrings and milk pottage, and do it both quickly and well."

The mill began to grind herrings and milk pottage, and first all the dishes and tubs were filled, and then it came out all over the kitchen-floor. The man twisted and turned it, and did all he could to make the mill stop, but, howsoever he turned it and screwed it, the mill went on grinding, and in a short time the pottage rose so high that the man was like to be drowned. So he threw open the parlor door, but it was not long before the mill had ground the parlor full too, and it was with difficulty and danger that the man could go through the stream of pottage and get hold of the door-latch. When he got the door open, he did not stay long in the room, but ran out, and the herrings and pottage came after him, and it streamed out over both farm and field. Now the old woman, who was out spreading the hay, began to think dinner was long in coming, and said to the women and the mowers: "Though the master does not call us home, we may as well go. It may be that he finds he is not good at making pottage and I should do well to help him."
So they began to straggle homeward, but when they had got a little way up the hill they met the herrings and pottage and bread, all pouring forth and winding about one over the other, and the man himself in front of the flood. "Would to heaven that each of you had a hundred stomachs! Take care that you are not drowned in the pottage!" he cried as he went by them as if Mischief were at his heels, down to where his brother dwelt. Then he begged him, for God's sake, to take the mill back again, and that in an instant, for, said he: "If it grind one hour more the whole district will be destroyed by herrings and pottage." But the brother would not take it until the other paid him three hundred dollars, and that he was obliged to do. Now the poor brother had both the money and the mill again. So it was not long before he had a farmhouse much finer than that in which his brother lived, but the mill ground him so much money that he covered it with plates of gold; and the farmhouse lay close by the sea-shore, so it shone and glittered far out to sea. Everyone who sailed by there now had to be put in to visit the rich man in the gold farmhouse, and everyone wanted to see the wonderful mill, for the report of it spread far and wide, and there was no one who had not heard tell of it.

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After a long, long time came also a skipper who wished to see the mill. He asked if it could make salt. "Yes, it could make salt," said he who owned it, and when the skipper heard that, he wished with all his might and main to have the mill, let it cost what it might, for, he thought, if he had it, he would get off having to sail far away over the perilous sea for freights of salt. At first the man would not hear of parting with it, but the skipper begged and prayed, and at last the man sold it to him, and got many, many thousand dollars for it. When the skipper had got the mill on his back he did not stay there long, for he was so afraid that the man would change his mind, and he had no time to ask how he was to stop it grinding, but got on board his ship as fast as he could.

When he had gone a little way out to sea he took the mill on deck. "Grind salt, and grind both quickly and well," said the skipper. So the mill began to grind salt, till it spouted out like water, and when the skipper had got the ship filled he wanted to stop the mill, but whichsoever way he turned it, and how much soever he tried, it went on grinding, and the heap of salt grew higher and higher, until at last the ship sank. There lies the mill at the bottom of the sea, and still, day by day, it grinds on; and that is why the sea is salt.

Why the Sea is Salt

Fairy tale by Andrew Lang

It is good to love many things, ...

“It is good to love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is well done.  -Van Gogh


#blue #colurs #painting #reflection #Klein #lovecolour #aquarelle

“But when does something's destiny finally come to fruition? Is the plant complete when it flowers?

When it goes to seed? When the seeds sprout? When everything turns into compost?”

Sun Prints

I took advantage of Thursday’s sun-shine-moments to do some sunny eco prints.. <3⁣⁣

I mean that it is Sun printing it is friendly it is beautiful and quiet. The Sunlight is fixing the paint into the textile, it really is washable and really is long-lasting. Years ago I felt totally in love with this process, since then I was trying to research it a little bit more and now I can actually do it. well you really need to have a heat and you need to have the sunlight so in Sweden it is like few-weeks-a-year process, it makes it even more exciting. The waiting for the right time and for the right temperature and then to really quickly organise the work on the surface, I think this is that one part I really like the most. You think but you cannot overthink, it just to pick the flowers you have around you and you only have this few minutes because otherwise your paint is fixed by light even if you do it inside of the house. So it's a quick, no thinking, intuitive process and the effects are amazing. in shop

Mandala of New Beginnings,

Mandala of New Beginnings,

Sunkissed

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ÅH this Blue!!

Meduzas Head, Meduzas Dead

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Bring me a handful of pure,
Our Neva-river water cold,
And from your little head golden
I’ll wash blood-traces away.
— Anna Achmatowa, 23 April, 1942


Medusas Head

So there is a Medusas head.. filed with destructive rage and vengefulness as a part of the story it also tells of sexuality power mastery and freedom as an offering of oppressed woman.

But was Medusa really the evil creature she is portrayed to be?
Did she really wish a stoney death to all who met her gaze?

Maybe Medusa wept for that which she saw. Her own heart was strangled by the coldness which ran through her veins when she gazed into the souls of the eyes
that met hers.
What would be reflected back at you? At me…?
Are there any cold shards… surrounding your and my heart that need to be delicately released and cleared?

As an offering of oppressed woman. The mental anguish..invisible pain, invisible shame. The only reflection of the pain in the face. 
The absent face.

Im my story medusas head is gone, just like that, cut, severed,
what remains when the fear is gone… is love.

And If you’re not familiar with the story of Medusa; here is a quick overview:

Medusa’s Story
Medusa was a beautiful protector of Athenas temple, seduced by the angry or vengeful Sea God Poseidon, who really wanted, unsuccessfully, to win Athenas hearth. 

Athena, already jealous for her Medusas bountiful beauty and her hair, angry that the sanctity of her temple was violated, turned Medusa’s hair to snakes and made her gaze so terrifying it turned men to stone. 

Medusa retreated to a small garden isle to live in seclusion with her two gorgon sisters. However, the isle slowly became covered with stone statues as heroes and warriors sought her out to slay her…  

One such hero, Perseus, set out on a conquest to kill Medusa. Athena helped Perseus succeed by lending him her shield and he has bee aid by other Gods too… 
Perseus used the shield as a mirror to avoid Medusa’s gaze as he cut off Medusa’s head and slipped it into a magical sack. 

From Medusa’s neck, her two unborn children: the winged horse Pegasus and a golden giant warrior, sprang forth. 

Her head was a potent weapon that help Perseus win many battles.. just a drop of the blood from her head could  kill or heal a city.. 
One drop from her head has coloured a whole sea in red.. the Red Sea.

This was a most powerful and potent head in a history..

Athena placed Medusa’s head on her shield as a protection in times of the war…
And so has Mezuzas never fading promise to protect Athena manifested itself…

Från och med idag, den 12 april 2019
fram till någongång Juni 2019 kan mam se
en Installation av Joanna Bodzek

assistent Gosia Bodzek

 
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ecolog

"At root, ecology is an erotic attitude of closeness, relatedness and care. We have made it into a rational/activist project and lost sight of its heart."
Thomas Moore

Be the king who has made his own kingdom...

 FULL MOON in Cancer finished at FULL MOON in Leo
“Be the king who has made his own kingdom
Be the moon that has made her own summit.
How much longer
will you coo coo like a pigeon?~ RUMI

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In a dream  I was a boy  who went out from a village, when he return he could not enter his home.. during his absence black dressed intruders  took over his life family and home. 
He walked away and he was desperate, did not knew what to do and he wondered for days and nights, at the end he found himself in the mountains. He screamed and cried for help... suddenly the Earth started moving.. huge figures made of Earth and stone started to appear as if waking up from deep sleep, slowly Mountain Kings and Warriors arouse from underneath the ground and from stones of the mountains.. They said they came to help..

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The new gospel of the old order. 

Da tariki, tariqat


The true revelation of an obscured reality. 
The apostles and prophets of spirit and soul. 
The washing away of our sins in our own blood and tears. 
The transcendence of death. 
The immanence of spirit. 
The extinction of existence in the flame of the supra-real. 
To Her Darkness.

Wedding

The drawing is a a present i received  from a relative, he found it in some abandoned polish house and gave it to me as I could not get my eyes of it, while staring at it for days I started to see the male face looking more and more as a woman. So i scanned it and started adjusting and then other subjects continues emerge from it. It is clear this image now also follows the development of the polish new situation regarding the same sex marriages.. or maybe it did from the start. The whole process remaining on the same photo is rather fascinating in a way that also the drawing seems to react to the process..

The black and white image at the end of the slideshow is the EYE COVER you can print&cut out one for yourself..

 

heart syndrome

When I stare into space
I'm looking for you
And I can see you
At times

I'll be around
To pick up your phone
I'll be around

It is incredibly interesting to consider how the emotional pain of a breakup can actually be felt physically. You know, the tightness in your chest, nausea in your stomach. Two studies (linked below) looked at the brain activity of people who were going through a breakup and found that the reward systems were not the only areas of the brain which had been activated, but also the regions of the brain which control distress and physical pain. The areas of the brain that capture pain sensations were quiet, but the systems those are tied to, the ones that determine how the body reacts to pain, were telling the body that something bad or “painful” was happening. The brain controls functions of the body, which can lead to the release of stress hormones, which in turn can have grave impacts on the body’s well-being. Breakups can actually lead to some pretty extreme conditions, such as takotsubo cardiomyopathy, also known as “broken heart syndrome,” which is caused by the heart weakening and expanding under this kind of emotional stress. Although rare, this can lead to death. 

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With all my love, Hate

ARE YOU SELF
HATE

you can have love without future
relation without love
home without rest
happy moments without continuation
work without money
money with feer of loosing
art without audience
design without user
power without outlet
ideas without realisation
dreams that never com true

with all my love

Yours

Hate